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[15 Sep 2005|10:44pm]
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=) ReMeMbEr WhEn:; 

  • We were the happiest ever
  • when were could talk about things we'd normally be embarassed about..WWE/WCW =P
  • when you met my Great Grandma lUcille.
  • when we were outside her apartment thing, and the car alarm started screeching when i tried to open the door.FROM THE INSIDE.
  • when we were in the field.."RAPE!" "RUN" X3
  • when yoou came to my hosue and we watched, Schindlers List
  • when you came over after a big fight and we watched American History X, and my mom came home with pictures of me when i was younger, and that ab shock thing i was scared of..
  • Kings Island
  • Noel
  • Your grandma's house..
  • Noah--Dragon =)
  • roses//i love you. heh..
  • "YOU ARE MY SUNSHINE, MY ONLY SUNSHINE, YOU MAKE ME HAPPY WHEN SKIES ARE GRAY, YOU'LL NEVER KNOW DEAR, HOW MUCH I LOVE YOU, PLEASE DONT TAKE MY SUNSHINE AWAY."
  • Arthur
  • 6:00 A.M.
  • my house.
  • when you made yulis pants dirty,(THREW HER OF A GIANT HILL, SHE FEEL ONTO HER HEAD..GOD. =P)
  • every car ride home..every hand...
  • every fucking kiss
  • first..kiss.
  • my birthday almost a year ago...
  • group when we werent allowed to see each other
  • every heart skipping beat when i see you.

i love you david, dont forget that, dont take it forgranted, nothings going to happen between us, i love you more then anything in thsi world. no guy can take you place, no guy ever has. dont worry about it. im yours..its sold. solid. nothing is going to change, unless you change it.

--scary thing is when yuliana said " i have bad news" when u said u werent going to pick up for me, i thought u were breaking up with me, i was about to cry.

i dont want anything to change. i am yours. yours only. REMEMBER:::*every stray thought of any other guy, or any other life other then this, with someone else, IT ALWAYS COMES BACK TO YOU, TO DAVID, TO ME MARRYING DAVID. no one else..no matter what..it comes back to u even if i do stray my thoughts. but dont worry, NOTHING IS STRAYING. its all on you, waiting for you. waiting to kill house arrest. waiting to have you hold me.i love you.

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i love you david..<333 [15 Sep 2005|10:24pm]
I could stay awake just to hear you breathing
Watch you smile while you are sleeping
While you’re far away dreaming
I could spend my life in this sweet surrender
I could stay lost in this moment forever
Every moment spent with you is a moment I treasure

Don’t want to close my eyes
I don’t want to fall asleep
Cause I’d miss you baby
And I don’t want to miss a thing
Cause even when I dream of you
The sweetest dream will never do
I’d still miss you baby
And I don’t want to miss a thing


Lying close to you feeling your heart beating
And I’m wondering what you’re dreaming
Wondering if it’s me you’re seeing
Then I kiss your eyes
And thank God we’re together
I just want to stay with you in this moment forever
Forever and ever


Don’t want to close my eyes
I don’t want to fall asleep
Cause I’d miss you baby
And I don’t want to miss a thing

Cause even when I dream of you
The sweetest dream will never do
I’d still miss you baby
And I don’t want to miss a thing


I don’t want to miss one smile
I don’t want to miss one kiss
I just want to be with you
Right here with you, just like this
I just want to hold you close
Feel your heart so close to mine
And just stay here in this moment
For all the rest of time


Don’t want to close my eyes
I don’t want to fall asleep
Cause I’d miss you baby
And I don’t want to miss a thing
Cause even when I dream of you
The sweetest dream will never do
I’d still miss you baby
And I don’t want to miss a thing

Don’t want to close my eyes
I don’t want to fall asleep
I don’t want to miss a thing
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"raises Eyebrows" [14 Sep 2005|06:24am]


Let me know that I've done wrong
When I've known this all along
I go around a time or two
Just to waste my time with you

Tell me all that you've thrown away
Find out games you don't wanna play
You are the only one that needs to know

I'll keep you my dirty little secret
(Dirty little secret)
Don't tell anyone or you'll be just another regret
(Just another regret, hope that you can keep it)
My dirty little secret

Who has to know
When we live such fragile lives
It's the best way we survive
I go around a time or two
Just to waste my time with you

Tell me all that you've thrown away
Find out games you don't wanna play
You are the only one that needs to know

I'll keep you my dirty little secret
(Dirty little secret)
Don't tell anyone or you'll be just another regret
(Just another regret, hope that you can keep it)
My dirty little secret

Who has to know
The way she feels inside (inside)
Those thoughts I can't deny (deny)
These sleeping dogs won't lie (won't lie)
And all I've tried to hide
It’s eating me apart
Trace this line back

I'll keep you my dirty little secret
(Dirty little secret)
Don't tell anyone or you'll be just another regret
(Just another regret)

I'll keep you my dirty little secret
(Dirty little secret)
Don't tell anyone or you'll be just another regret
(Just another regret, hope that you can keep it)
My dirty little secret
Dirty little secret
Dirty little secret

Who has to know
Who has to know

 

BUS CAME..i think..must go.

i love you noodlle..disrequard the song i just like it.

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[13 Sep 2005|06:27am]
I know I've been mistaken
But just give me a break and see the changes that I've made
I've got some imperfections

But how can you collect them all and throw them in my face

But you always find a way to keep me right here waiting
You always find the words to say to keep me right here waiting
And if you chose to walk away I'd still be right here waiting
Searching for the things to say to keep you right here waiting

I hope you're not intending
To be so condescending it's as much as i can take
and you're so independent

you just refuse to bend so I keep bending till I break

But you always find a way to keep me right here waiting
You always find the words to say to keep me right here waiting
And if you chose to walk away I'd still be right here waiting

Searching for the things to say to keep you right here waiting

I've made a commitment
I'm willing to bleed for you

I needed fulfillment
I found what I need in you


Why can't you just forgive me
I don't want to relive all the mistakes I've made along the way
But I always find a way to keep you right here waiting
I always find the words to say to keep you right here waiting

But you always find a way
To keep me right here waiting
You always find the words to say to keep me right here waiting
And if I chose to walk away would you be right here waiting
Searching for the things to say to keep me right here waiting
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[07 Sep 2005|09:14pm]
Your words to me just a whisper
Your face is so unclear
I try to pay attention
Your words just disappear

'Cause its always raining in my head
Forget all the things I should have said

So I speak to you in riddles because
My words get in my way. I smoke the
whole thing to my head and feel it
wash away 'cause i can't take anymore
of this, I want to come apart.
or dig myself a little hole inside
your precious heart

'Cause its always raining in my head
Forget all the things I should have said

I am nothing more than a little boy inside
That cries out for attention
yet I always try to hide
'Cause I talk to you like children,
Though I don't know how I feel
But I know I'll do the right thing
If the right thing is revealed

'Cause its always raining in my head
Forget all the things I should have said
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[07 Sep 2005|09:13pm]
Am I loud and clear, or am I breaking up?
Am I still your charm, or am I just bad luck?
Are we getting closer, or are we just getting more lost?

I'll show you mine if you show me yours first
Let's compare scars, I'll tell you whose is worse
Let's unwrite these pages and replace them with our own words

We live on front porches and swing life away,
We get by just fine here on minimum wage
If love is a labor I'll slave till the end,
I won't cross these streets until you hold my hand

I've been here so long, I think that it's time to move
The winter's so cold, summer's over too soon
Let's pack our bags and settle down where palm trees grow

I've got some friends, some that I hardly know
But we've had some times, I wouldn't trade for the world
We chase these days down with talks of the places that we will go

We live on front porches and swing life away,
We get by just fine here on minimum wage
If love is a labor I'll slave till the end,
I won't cross these streets until you hold my hand....until you hold my hand

I'll show you mine if you show me yours first
Let's compare scars, I'll tell you whose is worse
Let's unwrite these pages and replace them with our own words

We live on front porches and swing life away,
We get by just fine here on minimum wage
If love is a labor I'll slave till the end,
I won't cross these streets until you hold my hand

Swing life away
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[07 Sep 2005|09:13pm]
avalanche is sullen and too thin
she starves herself to rid herself of sin
and the kick is so divine when she sees bones beneath her skin
and she says:
hey baby can you bleed like me?
c´mon baby can you bleed like me

chrissie´s all dressed up and acting coy
painted like a brand new christmas toy
he´s trying to figure out if he´s a girl or he´s a boy
he says:
hey baby can you bleed like me?
c´mon baby can you bleed like me

doodle takes dad´s scissors to her skin
and when she does relief comes setting in
while she hides the scars she´s making underneath her pretty clothes
she sings:
hey baby can you bleed like me?
c´mon baby can you bleed like me

therapy is speedie´s brand new drug
dancing with the devil´s past has never been too fun
it´s better off than trying to take a bullet from a gun
and she cries:
hey baby can you bleed like me?
c´mon baby can you bleed like me

it´s gets all fucked up in some karaoke bar
after two drinks he´s a loser after three drinks he´s a star
getting all nostalgic as he sings ´I will survive´
hey baby can you bleed like me?
c´mon baby can you bleed like me

you should see my scars
you should see my scars
you should see my scars
you should see my scars
and try to comprehend that which you´ll never comprehend
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[07 Sep 2005|09:12pm]
I’m wretched, I’m infested, rejected and infected
I’m a loser, I’m a winner, a born-again sinner
Cut my throat and watch me bleed, addicted tragedy
And I hate you and you hate me
So stand in line motherfuckers don’t waste my time

See me in the headlines
Manipulate your simple minds
So put your hands up and praise
I’m your God and you’re my slave

And people hate me, cause I’m better than you
And people hate me
And that’s the motherfucking truth
People hate me and you can all fuck off
I’m perfect, pissed off, beautiful, I’m god

I’m a hooker, I’m your priest
I’m you brand new disease
I’m satan with distortion, your overdue abortion
And now I’m singing out of key, the God of your t.v.
And all your children will worship me
So give me your drugs, your bitches, and your s.t.d’s

I’m wicked and addicted, middle-finger double-fisted
I’m neurotic drug-induced and chemically abused
Cut my throat and watch me bleed
Addicted tragedy
And I hate you and you hate me
Wipe the snot onto my sleeve
For I’m your new disease

See me in the headlines
Manipulate your simple minds
So put your hands up and praise, I’m your god...

I’m homicide on parade, a bloody nose, serenade
I’m a human hand grenade
I’ll never rot and never go away
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